september 2nd; i have nobody to call my owwwn

September 2nd/2008. (edit- I wrote all of these but never got to posting them, so Imma post them now.)

Honeslty I didn’t think college would be like this. You prepare your whole life for it- well in my case, the last week for it. And to be finally be here, it’s like “um.. this is it?”

The actual school part of it is the easiest. Well, so far…I know it won’t be soon. But right now it all just feels like a lot of hype to me.

The hardest part at this moment is obviously being away from home. And for me since I’m living in a house and not in residence it’s being alone and bored. I should have picked residence, this is just stupid. I have nothing to do and the only chance I’m going to meet people at this rate is in class or online. Which actually, I did meet a guy from Online Reality Games that goes to Fanshawe too, which is so creepy. So instead of actually going out and being social like a normal college student should do, I sit online and be social. It’s still with a person from the same school, so that counts a little bit, right?

And what I would like to know is- Where the hell are all of my ‘friends’ that are living in London and going to Fanshawe too? Like I know this is a busy time for them too but I’m actually trying to make an effort for once and everyones like “k, I’ll let you know.” It just seems like the friends I made in highschool are probably gone for good and what’s bothering me is I have no idea what I did.
My room mate is nice. But that’s basically it. She already has habbits that annoy me, and I bet I already have habbits that annoy her. Honestly though, all she does is sit in her room. She never even watches tv, which I guess is good because it means I can have it to myself.
So in short- day one of college was okay but I need something else to do. I WANT TO BE SOCIAL FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE.