My emo mood from yesterday is kinda gone (well, minus the title of this blog. that just happens to be the song I'm listening to as I write this, plus I love it to pieces. so hush future me.)
I’m still alone and I still have nothing to do today, but I have a new outlook on it really. I’m just as comfortable as being by myself as I am with other people. I honestly hate meeting new people because it’s so weird at first and I’ll only become their friend if they give me a chance to show my personality. Most people think I’m boring but that’s because they never give me a chance. So honestly, I don’t mind being alone. What I do mind though is when people on Monday ask me what I did on my weekend, I have nothing to say. I never thought I cared what people thought about me, but I guess I did.
But in reality, it gives me time to read for school because I have so many books I have to read and havent even opened them. So I can get all caught up on school and maybe even ahead. We are actually starting to learn stuff in classes, so it’s making me happy. And on Monday I only have one class because my one was cancelled and it starts at 10, so I can sleep in! So at this moment, I’m again content with college life. I bet it’ll go back to being emo within a couple hours though.
Im starting to feel really silly about this whole thing. I'm totally making it all into a big deal, when it isn't. Fool.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment