So I ended up passing pharm, I'm like 99% sure anyway. But with my luck, they will be like "no sorry, you were too close to failing, so we are failing you." Is that even possible? Probably not.
I needed a 70% or higher to pass, and I ended up getting a 71. I hate how I always JUST make things. Fricking giving myself a heart attack at 19. But it's also kinda amazing.
I decided though, that I'm going to have my mid life crisis at 20. I'm already so worried about my birthday that I never want September to come. Because if you think about it, the first 20 years of your life, you spend in school basically. Well minus like the first 5 were you are learning life skills such as having to wear plastic bags as diapers after the dog eats them all and meeting your siblings for the first time and experiencing a right away hate for them. So now how well I do when in the next 20 years, is going to judge how good of a life I'll have when I'm 40. I have to get a job that I hopefully can stay at forever, get a house, get married(well in order for that, I'll have to meet someone...) and then have children?! Yeah, I'm totally going to fail this part.
And now I get to experience life without the walls of a school. Achievements are going to come harder too only because I won't be able to say "oh I passed that exam, be proud of me! give me money." And I can only get so far on the whole "I'm a college graduate, be proud of me! give me money." I dont really know why I'm ALREADY freaking out about this, but I guess now that school is done, I need to freak out about something, right?
Well really, I won't be done school until I'm turning 21, but it'll still hopefully happen when I'm 20. Which is still gives me all right to be stressed out, thanks.
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