wake me up when september ends.

This summer, I've done basically nothing. And even though there is still maybe 20 days left of summer, I dont intend to change my habbits. My normal day of going to sleep anywhere between 3-5am, sleeping until mid afternoon and either going to work or just being a bum all day- is honestly just what I want to do this summer. I don't care if people see it as wasting my life but I'm only 18, if you have a problem with my life then I don't really care. Just let me be care free for one of the last times I probably can be, thanks! And just because I stay on the computer so much doesn't mean I'll be like this for my whole life. I'm sick of people thinking they are better than this and me.

It use to bother me when we were little and we had really boring summers,now I do nothing by choice. Honestly, I'm about to go to college for 2-3 years, just like most of my friends. I'm all about saving money at this moment, so common sense proves that the less you do, the more money you save.

Sometimes though, I think I'm almost too lazy. I'm starting to lose my will to even want to go to work.I dont want to do my ordering so I put it off. My boss is starting to get pissed at me about it. I hope Im not this lazy for the rest of my life. I'm HOPING Im only lazy because I know Im almost done at work and Im losing my will. It is tiring sometimes that all you do is work. But again, all my parents do is work and rarely get out of the house... I don't want to be like that when I grow up.Even though I bet your bottom dollars I will be. Just working and sleeping all the time- until the day I die.

So maybe I was wrong on what I said before, I will be like this for the rest of my life. Again why do you care?

But if the rest of my life is like this, I'm very much so looking forward to the next 50+ years!!!