a bit unassured, a bit inscecure I climbed up to the top and I saw the world I lacked. and my first stone cracked, foundation collapsed...

I'm sorry that lack of confidence is 'annoying'. I'm sorry that I can't do a lot of things in life because of it.

But you better be sorry for making me this way. It gets hard being apart of every fucking joke even if it's just a fucking joke. "BUT STACEY, YOU ARE SO FUN TO TEASE BECAUSE YOU TAKE IT SO PERSONALLY."

If you know I take it personally, then why do you? Why do you want to hurt someone that bad just for 4 seconds of laughter? Are you seriously that manic? I thought I was over writing journals like this, but apparently I'm not. My self confidence that I already don't have, took a major hurt today. Thanks so ever much for adding to it.