Another day, another blog. To be honest, I don’t even know why I started a new one, I still have my live journal. Sure, I haven’t updated it for about a year, but you have to be in a certain mood to blog, which I rarely have anymore. So I guess we will see how long this one lasts me. It’s funny though because almost everyone starts their blog/journal the same way as I just did. Explaining why they are starting a new one, and promising the Blog God’s that they will update their new one more… until like 6 months later they are saying the same thing again in a brand new journal.
But when I go back and re-read my old posts and stuff I wrote a couple years ago, it makes me glad that I actually took the time to write in it. Even if 99.9% of the stuff I wrote is pointless and means nothing now, I can see how much I’ve changed and how much I have over came. So if I’m having a bad day or whatever, I can see how I was and who I am now, and it makes me feel so much better.
I'm starting to feel really stupid now writing this. I know no one will read it, I know no one will comment on it.. but I'm not sure why that bothers me. I know from when I had my LJ, I would be scared of what I wrote because I wasn't sure who would read it. But now that basically no one knows about this journal, I can say whatever I want. I can pretend to be whoever I want to be even. It gives me much more room to be creative, and I like that.
I guess thats all for today though. We'll see how long it takes before this blog collects cyber dust. Personally, I wouldnt bet your college funds on it because it took me about 2 months to even write my first post. But we'll see. :)
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